1. Are you a survivor of: (choose all that apply) |
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| answered question | 251 |
| skipped question | 0 |
| Response Percent | Response Count |
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Satanic Ritual Abuse |
| 55.0% | 138 |
Cult Trauma (Religious) |
| 25.9% | 65 |
Ritual Abuse (Religious) |
| 34.7% | 87 |
Ritual Abuse (not Religious) |
| 17.5% | 44 |
Mind Control (all forms) |
| 60.6% | 152 |
Spiritual Abuse (non physical) |
| 32.3% | 81 |
Religious Sexual Abuse (Clergy or Church) |
| 18.3% | 46 |
Family Member or SO of a Survivor |
| 24.7% | 62 |
Helping Professional (Clergy or MHP) |
| 8.4% | 21 |
Other (please specify) |
| 15.9% | 40 |
2. What is your age? |
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| answered question | 251 |
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| skipped question | 0 |
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| Response Percent | Response Count |
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12-16 |
| 2.0% | 5 |
17-21 |
| 4.8% | 12 |
22-27 |
| 9.6% | 24 |
28-33 |
| 15.5% | 39 |
34-37 |
| 10.0% | 25 |
38-44 |
| 21.5% | 54 |
45-50 |
| 19.1% | 48 |
51-55 |
| 8.4% | 21 |
56-60 |
| 4.8% | 12 |
61-67 |
| 1.6% | 4 |
68 or older |
| 2.8% | 7 |
3. What part of the world did your abuse or trauma take place in? |
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| answered question | 251 |
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| skipped question | 0 |
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| Response Percent | Response Count |
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With in the USA |
| 71.3% | 179 |
Canada |
| 9.2% | 23 |
South America |
| 0.8% | 2 |
Eastern Europe |
| 2.8% | 7 |
Western Europe |
| 11.2% | 28 |
Asia |
| 1.2% | 3 |
Africa |
| 1.2% | 3 |
Australia/Oceania |
| 5.2% | 13 |
Antarctica |
| 0.8% | 2 |
Don't wish to answer |
| 2.4% | 6 |
4. If you would like to give specific geographical locations of your abuse such as city, state, province, or country information please list it here. Please do not include names of specific buildings or organizations. (This question is not required) |
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|
answered question | 118 |
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skipped question | 133 |
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| Response Count |
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| 118 |
5. What part of the world do you reside in now? |
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| answered question | 251 |
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| skipped question | 0 |
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| Response Percent | Response Count |
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Asia |
| 0.4% | 1 |
Africa |
| 0.4% | 1 |
Europe |
| 9.2% | 23 |
North America |
| 76.9% | 193 |
South America |
| 0.4% | 1 |
Australia/Oceania |
| 6.4% | 16 |
Antarctica |
| 0.8% | 2 |
Other (please specify) |
| 5.6% | 14 |
6. Which of the following, if any, have you experienced in your past? (Check all that apply) |
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| answered question | 237 |
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| skipped question | 14 |
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| Response Percent | Response Count |
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Sexual Abuse |
| 82.7% | 196 |
Physical Abuse |
| 81.4% | 193 |
Emotional Abuse |
| 91.1% | 216 |
Pornography |
| 52.3% | 124 |
Prostitution |
| 28.7% | 68 |
Ritual Sacrifice |
| 54.4% | 129 |
Mind Control Programming |
| 62.4% | 148 |
Given Drugs |
| 63.7% | 151 |
Forced to Harm or Kill Others |
| 48.9% | 116 |
Breeding for Sacrifice |
| 15.2% | 36 |
Watched as loved ones were hurt |
| 45.6% | 108 |
Trained to Program or Control Others |
| 18.6% | 44 |
Trained as Informant |
| 7.2% | 17 |
High Priest or Priestess |
| 11.8% | 28 |
Sexual Abuse with Animals |
| 37.1% | 88 |
Forced to Sexually Abuse Others |
| 35.0% | 83 |
Abused in Ritual Fashion (non religous) |
| 32.9% | 78 |
Abused Spiritually |
| 49.4% | 117 |
Intentionally Conditioned to Dissociate |
| 59.5% | 141 |
I am not a survivor |
| 5.1% | 12 |
Don't wish to answer |
| 2.5% | 6 |
Other (please specify) |
| 6.3% | 15 |
7. Have you always remembered your trauma or did you repress it? (Choose 1) |
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| answered question | 240 |
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| skipped question | 11 |
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| Response Percent | Response Count |
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Yes, have always remembered my trauma |
| 17.1% | 41 |
No, repressed memories now recovered |
| 24.2% | 58 |
Remembered some of it & repressed the rest |
| 49.2% | 118 |
Not applicable |
| 4.2% | 10 |
Don't wish to answer |
| 5.4% | 13 |
8. Have you received or are you receiving any form of therapy for your trauma? |
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| answered question | 240 |
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| skipped question | 11 |
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| Response Percent | Response Count |
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Yes, in the past |
| 20.0% | 48 |
Yes, in the past and currently |
| 39.6% | 95 |
Yes, currently only |
| 12.9% | 31 |
No, never |
| 20.0% | 48 |
Not a survivor |
| 2.9% | 7 |
Don't wish to answer |
| 3.3% | 8 |
Other (please specify) |
| 1.3% | 3 |
9. Who is or was the main source of your trauma? |
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| answered question | 240 |
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| skipped question | 11 |
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| Response Percent | Response Count |
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My immediate family |
| 60.4% | 145 |
My extended family |
| 32.5% | 78 |
Small Organized Cult or religious group |
| 30.0% | 72 |
Large Organized Cult or Group |
| 30.0% | 72 |
Church |
| 15.4% | 37 |
Clery or Priest |
| 8.3% | 20 |
Government |
| 15.4% | 37 |
I am not a survivor |
| 2.1% | 5 |
Don't wish to answer |
| 4.6% | 11 |
Other (please specify) |
| 12.5% | 30 |
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10. At what age did your trauma begin? (choose 1) Don't worry if you don't know for sure. Give your best estimation. |
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| answered question | 236 |
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| skipped question | 15 |
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| Response Percent | Response Count |
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Before birth |
| 19.5% | 46 |
Age 1 |
| 14.4% | 34 |
Age 2-3 |
| 22.9% | 54 |
Age 4-6 |
| 18.2% | 43 |
Age 7-9 |
| 6.4% | 15 |
Age 10-13 |
| 3.4% | 8 |
Age 14-17 |
| 1.7% | 4 |
Age 18+ |
| 8.5% | 20 |
Prefer not to answer |
| 2.5% | 6 |
Not a survivor |
| 2.5% | 6 |
11. Have you been diagnosed with any of the following? (Choose all that apply) |
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| answered question | 236 |
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| skipped question | 15 |
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| Response Percent | Response Count |
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Dissociative Identity Disorder |
| 52.5% | 124 |
Dissociative Disorder Not Otherwise Specified |
| 10.2% | 24 |
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder |
| 60.2% | 142 |
Bi-Polar Disorder |
| 14.4% | 34 |
Borderline Personality Disorder |
| 22.9% | 54 |
Adjustment Disorder |
| 4.2% | 10 |
Antisocial Personality Disorder |
| 6.8% | 16 |
Attention-Deficit Disorder (ADD, ADHD) |
| 13.6% | 32 |
Avoidant Personality Disorder |
| 5.1% | 12 |
Delusional Disorder |
| 3.4% | 8 |
Dysthymic Disorder |
| 5.9% | 14 |
Generalized Anxiety Disorder |
| 24.6% | 58 |
Histrionic Personality Disorder |
| 3.4% | 8 |
Major Depressive Disorder |
| 39.4% | 93 |
Narcissistic Personality Disorder |
| 1.3% | 3 |
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder |
| 14.4% | 34 |
Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder |
| 2.1% | 5 |
Oppositional-Defiant Disorder |
| 2.1% | 5 |
Panic Disorder |
| 28.0% | 66 |
Paranoid Personality Disorder |
| 4.2% | 10 |
Schizoaffective Disorder |
| 4.2% | 10 |
Schizoid Personality Disorder |
| 1.3% | 3 |
Schizophrenia |
| 7.2% | 17 |
Schizotypal Personality Disorder |
| 1.3% | 3 |
Separation Anxiety Disorder |
| 5.1% | 12 |
Social Phobia |
| 11.0% | 26 |
Specific Phobia |
| 3.4% | 8 |
Tourette's Disorder |
| 0.8% | 2 |
An Eating Disorder |
| 28.8% | 68 |
Alcohol or Drug Addiction |
| 22.5% | 53 |
Fibromyalgia |
| 14.4% | 34 |
Chronic Fatigue |
| 14.8% | 35 |
Epstein Barr |
| 3.4% | 8 |
Lupus |
| 0.8% | 2 |
Multiple Schlerosis |
| 1.3% | 3 |
Ulcers |
| 14.8% | 35 |
None of the above |
| 14.0% | 33 |
12. Do you experience problems or increase in symptoms when certain religious holidays approach? (choose one) |
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| answered question | 236 |
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| skipped question | 15 |
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| Response Percent | Response Count |
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Yes, on most religious holidays |
| 38.1% | 90 |
Yes, but the dates vary |
| 28.0% | 66 |
Never |
| 5.9% | 14 |
Not sure |
| 20.8% | 49 |
Doesn't apply |
| 7.2% | 17 |
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13. Are you still being hurt or control by your perpetrator(s) |
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| answered question | 235 |
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| skipped question | 16 |
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| Response Percent | Response Count |
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Yes, frequently |
| 16.2% | 38 |
Yes, on occassion |
| 15.7% | 37 |
No |
| 46.8% | 110 |
Not sure |
| 19.6% | 46 |
Doesn't apply |
| 1.7% | 4 |
14. Does your trauma involved any of the following: (Choose all that apply) |
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| answered question | 235 |
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| skipped question | 16 |
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| Response Percent | Response Count |
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The Masons or Masonic Lodge |
| 21.7% | 51 |
Eastern Stars |
| 5.5% | 13 |
Golden Dawn |
| 3.4% | 8 |
1st Church of Satan |
| 8.5% | 20 |
Temple of Set |
| 1.7% | 4 |
Illuminati |
| 17.0% | 40 |
United States Government |
| 15.7% | 37 |
The Mormons |
| 5.5% | 13 |
Knights Templar |
| 2.6% | 6 |
The Brethren |
| 0.0% | 0 |
Christian Science |
| 2.6% | 6 |
Church of Scientology |
| 3.4% | 8 |
Eckankar |
| 0.4% | 1 |
Falun Gong/Falun Dafa |
| 0.4% | 1 |
The Family, formerly called The Children of God |
| 3.0% | 7 |
The "Garbage Eaters |
| 1.3% | 3 |
Hare Krishna - ISKCON |
| 0.4% | 1 |
Jehovah's Witnesses |
| 4.3% | 10 |
Neo-Paganism |
| 1.7% | 4 |
New Age |
| 6.4% | 15 |
Santeria |
| 2.1% | 5 |
Unification Church |
| 0.4% | 1 |
Vodun (Voodoo) |
| 3.4% | 8 |
The Way |
| 1.3% | 3 |
BRUDERHOF COMMUNITIES |
| 0.0% | 0 |
HUTTERIAN BRETHEREN EAST |
| 0.0% | 0 |
THE BRUDERHOF |
| 0.0% | 0 |
THE SOCIETY OF BROTHERS |
| 0.9% | 2 |
INSIGHT SEMINARS (MISA) |
| 0.0% | 0 |
LAROUCHE |
| 0.4% | 1 |
LOCAL CHURCH OF WITNESS LEE |
| 0.0% | 0 |
Presidio Day Care Center |
| 0.0% | 0 |
McMartin Day Care Center |
| 0.4% | 1 |
MOTHER OF GOD |
| 0.9% | 2 |
MAHIKARI |
| 0.0% | 0 |
NATIONAL LABOR FEDERATION (NATLFED) |
| 0.0% | 0 |
THE PROVISIONAL COMMUNIST PARTY |
| 1.3% | 3 |
THE FORMATION |
| 0.0% | 0 |
NEO-TECH ZONPOWER |
| 0.0% | 0 |
ORDO TEMPLI ORIENTIS |
| 3.4% | 8 |
Rajneesh |
| 0.0% | 0 |
Unification Church |
| 0.0% | 0 |
Prefer not to say |
| 14.9% | 35 |
Not Applicable |
| 24.3% | 57 |
Other (please specify) |
| 28.1% | 66 |
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15. Have you dealt with any of the following types of programming? (Choose all that apply) |
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| answered question | 227 |
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| skipped question | 24 |
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| Response Percent | Response Count |
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Wizard of Oz Programming |
| 12.8% | 29 |
Alice in Wonderland Programming |
| 11.5% | 26 |
Kabalah Programming |
| 6.6% | 15 |
Rheddi Firma |
| 0.9% | 2 |
Star Trek |
| 4.8% | 11 |
Any form of Disney Programming |
| 12.3% | 28 |
Peter Pan Programming |
| 7.5% | 17 |
Spin Programming |
| 22.9% | 52 |
Mirror Programming |
| 21.1% | 48 |
MK-Ultra Monarch Programming |
| 13.2% | 30 |
Not Applicable |
| 31.3% | 71 |
Prefer not to state |
| 15.0% | 34 |
Other (please specify) |
| 23.8% | 54 |
16. Did your trauma occur in any of the following locations? (Choose all that apply) |
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| answered question | 227 |
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| skipped question | 24 |
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| Response Percent | Response Count |
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Disneyland |
| 5.7% | 13 |
Disneyworld |
| 2.6% | 6 |
Univeral Studios |
| 1.8% | 4 |
Child Care Center |
| 8.4% | 19 |
Church |
| 36.6% | 83 |
Graveyard |
| 35.2% | 80 |
Airforce Base |
| 8.8% | 20 |
Army Base |
| 7.0% | 16 |
Marine Base |
| 2.2% | 5 |
Naval Base |
| 6.6% | 15 |
Public School |
| 17.2% | 39 |
Private School |
| 8.4% | 19 |
Hospital |
| 20.7% | 47 |
Secret Compound |
| 29.1% | 66 |
Airport |
| 2.6% | 6 |
Private Home |
| 70.5% | 160 |
Religious site |
| 22.0% | 50 |
College or University Campus |
| 9.7% | 22 |
Film Studio |
| 5.7% | 13 |
Prefer not to state |
| 4.0% | 9 |
Not applicable |
| 6.6% | 15 |
Other (please specify) |
| 21.6% | 49 |
17. What theraputic tools or coping skills do you find the most helpful to your recovery? (choose all that apply) |
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| answered question | 206 |
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| skipped question | 45 |
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| Response Percent | Response Count |
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Journaling |
| 68.0% | 140 |
Art work or therapy |
| 51.5% | 106 |
Poetry |
| 44.2% | 91 |
Audio Taping |
| 3.9% | 8 |
Collaging |
| 17.0% | 35 |
Grounding Skills |
| 30.1% | 62 |
Dialectal Behavior Therapy |
| 4.4% | 9 |
EMDR |
| 8.7% | 18 |
Regression Therapy |
| 10.7% | 22 |
Cognative Therapy |
| 18.4% | 38 |
Personal Deprogramming |
| 21.4% | 44 |
None |
| 6.3% | 13 |
Not Applicable |
| 4.9% | 10 |
Other (please specify) |
| 23.3% | 48 |
18. Is your spouse/significant other supportive of your recovery? |
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| answered question | 206 |
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| skipped question | 45 |
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| Response Percent | Response Count |
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Yes, completely |
| 30.1% | 62 |
Most of the time |
| 14.6% | 30 |
No |
| 14.6% | 30 |
Does not apply |
| 37.4% | 77 |
Other (please specify) |
| 3.4% | 7 |
19. Do you have children? |
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| answered question | 206 |
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| skipped question | 45 |
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| Response Percent | Response Count |
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Yes |
| 50.5% | 104 |
No |
| 41.7% | 86 |
Prefer not to state |
| 5.8% | 12 |
Other (please specify) |
| 1.9% | 4 |
20. Please describe what is the hardest obstacle you have found in your recovery.... |
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| answered question | 205 |
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| skipped question | 46 |
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| Response Count |
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| 205 |
21. Please list what has helped you the most in your recovery... |
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| answered question | 205 |
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| skipped question | 46 |
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| Response Count |
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| 205 |
22. If you could tell the world anything what would it be? |
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| answered question | 205 |
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| skipped question | 46 |
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| Response Count |
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| 205 |
23. Please any comments you have here regarding this topic or questionnaire |
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| answered question | 86 |
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| skipped question | 165 |
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| Response Count |
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| 86 |